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WISH I COULDN’T

Learning to forgive takes time, so does forgetting what they did. – A.J

I wish I could put what I’m feeling on paper
Wish I could just let the pen in my hand flow
Wish I didn’t have to press delete on my keyboard
Just because I think I not putting it in the right words
Wish I could just call you
Just so I could let out, all the hanger you make me feel
Wish I could just call you and say fuck you
Wish I could just wish you nothing but bad luck
Hope karma fucks you up
Wish I had a heart like you maybe I’d kill you
But that’s just not me
I can’t plan a revenge my heart won’t let me
I can’t call you and tell you, what I truly feel
I can’t give you that power over me
To let you know you’ve come out victorious,
In hurting me
I was never the one to show weakness and I won’t start now
So, I wish you all the best
I hope you find happiness
I hope when you look back you’ll have no regrets
As of now I’m being strong
Might has cried a few tears, but I know where I belong
I’ll get over this like I always do
I know it will hurt you
With that big of an ego of yours
I know you’d like to see me break down and cry
But I always win, I always put up a bigger fight.
Thanks for wasting my time.

BY Anita Johnson

‘Let all bitterness and wrath and anger and clamor and slander be put away from you, along with all malice” Ephesians 4:31

Don’t be a pessimist be an optimist

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Live in the moment

A Glad man with little becomes an Elated man with much.- A.j

I appreciate my pass the more I live in my present
Cherish my today as my tomorrow awaits
Watch the sunset without pandering the sunrise
Appreciate the smallest leaf that blows in the wind as it passes by
Greet the ones I love as if life as only second no minutes, hours nor days
I’m starting to forget the months and not worry about the years
This moment I live
I don’t want to wake up and think about what yesterday could have been
For this moment is life
And each choice of the moment brightens the path for future
Life only gives you one try
Two if your lucky, so don’t let it pass you by
Go ahead and live an honest life

By Anita Johnson

“Therefore do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble. Matthew 6:34

Don’t be a pessimist be an optimist