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WISH I COULDN’T

Learning to forgive takes time, so does forgetting what they did. – A.J

I wish I could put what I’m feeling on paper
Wish I could just let the pen in my hand flow
Wish I didn’t have to press delete on my keyboard
Just because I think I not putting it in the right words
Wish I could just call you
Just so I could let out, all the hanger you make me feel
Wish I could just call you and say fuck you
Wish I could just wish you nothing but bad luck
Hope karma fucks you up
Wish I had a heart like you maybe I’d kill you
But that’s just not me
I can’t plan a revenge my heart won’t let me
I can’t call you and tell you, what I truly feel
I can’t give you that power over me
To let you know you’ve come out victorious,
In hurting me
I was never the one to show weakness and I won’t start now
So, I wish you all the best
I hope you find happiness
I hope when you look back you’ll have no regrets
As of now I’m being strong
Might has cried a few tears, but I know where I belong
I’ll get over this like I always do
I know it will hurt you
With that big of an ego of yours
I know you’d like to see me break down and cry
But I always win, I always put up a bigger fight.
Thanks for wasting my time.

BY Anita Johnson

‘Let all bitterness and wrath and anger and clamor and slander be put away from you, along with all malice” Ephesians 4:31

Don’t be a pessimist be an optimist

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she wanted peace

Photo by Evie S. on Unsplash

She wanted peace
But did everything that bringeth no sanity
All of her thoughts becomes vanity
Like a rolling thunder
She cried out at night
She’s going under
With no one in sight
If only she took time
To see
Her inner soul cried out desperately
“Could you help me?”
She wanted peace
Like no man she masks me
Every whisper a fear
She slowly became a nightmare
Like a thunderstorm she roams the night
Blindly with no eyes sight
Despite
She wanted peace
A soul release.

©By A.J