I hate regrets

I hate reading other regrets
it makes me think about my life
then I get stress
I hate thinking I am not doing my best
I just need to start afresh
here I am being a mess
I hate the thought of regrets
It’s not someone I want as a friend

©️2021 Anita Johnson

Don’t be a pessimist be an optimist

I am sorry

I am sorry if I wake up, and you’re not sober anymore
Sorry if you gave in to get away from the pain
I am sorry if you walked the part you never wanted to take
I am sorry you became so weak
I am sorry music couldn’t help you this time
I am sorry you thought this was the best way
I am sorry you fell in love with feeling numb
I am sorry you enjoy the high
I am sorry I couldn’t save you this time
I am sorry the noise is too much this time
Sorry you had no tears left to cry
I am sorry if you are not sober
I forgive you, you just need to let away

©️2021 Anita Johnson

Strength and honour are her clothing; and she shall rejoice in time to come.
Proverbs:31:25

Don’t be a pessimist be an optimist